I was first introduced to Caroline Spence when I reviewed her and Robby Hecht’s sublime collaborative album, Two People, last summer. I was immediately hooked on her voice and couldn’t wait to hear more. That “more” has arrived in the form of Mint Condition, her third full-length solo album, produced by Dan Knobler, which is her debut for Rounder Records.
The narratives of personal relationships, which Spence says she’s always been drawn to from a writing perspective, dominate the album thematically. She opens strong with “What You Don’t Know,” in which she hasn’t yet told her man how she truly feels about him. Spence is in a bar with an empty glass in her hand wondering “Who’s Gonna Make My Mistakes,” which she answers by saying ‘it might as well be me.’
She shows a beautiful venerably on “Sit Here and Love Me,” in which she confesses to her boyfriend what she needs from him. The sparse ballad, her real-life story, is stunning:
Like the moon in the sky
In the afternoon in July
A little darkness hangs there above me
I know you hate to see me cry
Don’t wanna look you in the eye
I just need you to sit here and love me
I’m alright, my dear
I’ve been this way as long as I’ve been here
I don’t need you to solve any problem at all
I just need you to sit here and love me
At the bottom of this well
Sometimes it’s hard to tell
If you’re up there or if you can see me
I’m still someone you know
Please recognize my shadow
This is the same place from where I love you deeply
I’m alright, my dear
I’ve been this way as long as I’ve been here
I don’t need you to solve any problem at all
I just need you to sit here and love me
Spence, who admits to suffering from anxiety, continues down the same path on “Who Are You,” in which she feels perplexed by her man, who always seems to find her when she’s enduring her darkest moments:
I take comfort in my silence
In an empty house
In leaving town
I take comfort in knowing
It’s not my time yet
But then you show up
Have I been betting on the wrong cards my whole life?
Trying to make a fire with the rain outside?
Hiding behind the line between black and white?
You got me asking questions
Asking who are you?
Who could know me
But my only one?
Oh, who are you?
I don’t take kindly
When you remind me
That I should lighten up
Show myself a little love
I don’t take kindly
To the way you can find me
When I’m trying to hide
And give up the fight
Spence finds herself exploring love on “Till You Find One,” an intriguing waltz, in which she attempts to convince herself she can’t stop fate. The title track came out of a writing exercise, in which she strived to write something good enough for Emmylou Harris to sing. She drew inspiration from her grandmother to craft the gorgeous acoustic ballad, which details a love too good to see fade away. In a twist of fate, Harris joins Spence on the track with her captivating harmonies.
My favorite song on Mint Condition is the album’s emotional centerpiece, “Wait On The Wine,” a soaring ballad where Spence uses the titular beverage to gain enough courage to tell her man how much she loves him. Another favorite, “Song About A City” is a Mary Chapin Carpenter-esque mid-paced number she co-wrote with Ashley Ray. It details her struggle with immortalizing places in her songwriting:
I used to take the train
Upstate to see the colors change
Nothing’s falling quite the same
No matter where I land
This New York City rooftop bar
Just looks up at the same old stars
Thought that I had come so far
But it doesn’t matter where I am
I took two steps in Austin
One back in Boston
Tried to love something new
I found a lonesome highway
Brand new skyline
But nothing could change my tune
Wish I could write a song about a city
Instead of songs about you
I thought I’d find a brand new leaf
Drive on out to Joshua Tree
Dry those tears in desert heat
But the silence was too loud
I wish that I could make the most
Of the magic on this coast
Can’t see the beauty through the ghost
That I’m still dragging around
Spence managed to do just that on “Angels to Los Angeles,” a sweet ballad detailing a classic runaway narrative about a girl with a dream who’s on her way to do something big to make it a reality. She realizes the reality of that dream on the uptempo “Long Haul,” where she puts her own spin on the life of a musician:
Town after town and it’s all the same
They say expecting something different’s the definition of insane
But here I go, I follow those highway stripes leading the way
Down that fine line between making a living and digging your grave
But I just shut up and drive
What else am I gonna do tonight?
I crossed my t’s, I dotted my i’s
And sold my soul to the 1-4-5
Never was looking for the glamour
Know I won’t find it here in Texarkana
Just trying not to lose my mind
‘Cause I’m in it for the long haul
Just feels like a long haul tonight
Same thing that keeps you up at night, gets you out of bed
Same thing that keeps you stuck, gets stuck in your head
It’s a funny little addiction with no cure in sight
So I keep breaking everything I’m fixing so I can be fixing to do it tomorrow night
Her long haul has led her to Mint Condition, a captivating collection of personal narratives articulated beautifully. She could’ve varied the tempo a bit throughout and thrown the listener some variety sonically, but what she’s given us is nothing to complain about. Spence is a female singer-songwriter in the truest form, and a woman with a perspective worth celebrating.
Grade: A-